Friday, November 12, 2010

Words

Share I have been wanting to say something.  Express how I feel.  Talk about it but I don't have any words.  I can't seem to find any words that seem to be able to show how I feel.  All the words that I have don't do it any justice.  They are so inadequate. I have looked and looked and looked.  Why doesn't anyone give me the words I need?  Love.  LOVE is definitely the right word but there are more.  What are they? Do YOU know? Why hasn't anyone else figured out how to fix this problem. It's not like I'm not happy, I am very Happy.  Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, on and on and on.  1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th, 6th, 6th, 6th.......All week I've been trying.  I don't say any words to anybody because what if they don't get it?  How can they get it?  They don't even Know. What if I say the wrong words And then they saY more wrong words back to me and then...then...then... It has gotten better, definitely better.  Last year it didn't sEEm this hard.  Am I getting weaker?  I'm suppose to be getting stronger not weaker.  I've been in bed.  In and out. In and out. Get out of bed, just get up!   LJ, DJ, KJ, RJ, SJ.....Definitely love you.  Beyond a shadow of a doubt! No doubt there. Love, yes LOVE is a good word.  I'M all out of wOrds, I can't think of any More, it is all I have, I hope it is enough.

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11 comments:

  1. It's enough. You own it. You live it. Don't deny her or forget her. She came into your life, and out, for a reason. You'll know that reason one day. For now, Love.

    Neil

    It was us, 5 years ago, btw. We know.

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  2. I am so sorry. My prayers are with you.

    And it is enough. Love and faith are always enough.

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  3. sometimes words are not necessary; sometimes feelings are enough.

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  4. Clever post... Sometimes words aren't needed to express feelings :)

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  5. I'm confused. But, I am a dumb guy so it's probably over my head. I still think you are great :-)

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  6. I'm soo soo sorry. And am also with Zaneta - sometimes NO words is where it is at.

    BTW - we had an angel baby 11 months or so ago. I never forget either.

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  7. Love you...She is waiting for you and it will be amazing then...hang in there.

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  8. As long as there is love and faith all will be well. Thinking of you!

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  9. She's playing with some special ones I know while they wait for the rest of us.

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  10. I understand, I'm with you. Thanks for just putting it out there. I get it. Hugs to you!

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  11. I loved this. I loved it the day you wrote it. I somehow love it more today.

    love YOU!

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